The Blessing of Self Worth
Today I awoke to two emails describing a person that wishes to crush my self-worth by dwelling on past mistakes and misconceptions unique to her own mind and sickness. I laughed as I responded, "so what .. " She has nothing but her past anger, despair, and unhappiness of dwelling in the past and pining over a man she will never have marry her. Truth has been revealed and it will continue to do so as the emails ping my computer and the telephone calls keep coming in. I have learned so much over the past years and I have her to thank for this. Yes, I thank her! I thank her for not making a mistake with a so-called man who cannot tell the truth, I thank you for completing and continuing on with my college education (she said that I never could), and I thank her for a new, and healthy me (she made fun of me publicly for being overweight)! My value did not decrease because she refused to see me as person, it did not decrease because she could not win her bat